Marissa Marie

I AM SO ANNOYED

When I am mad or sad I stare at pictures of LMU and tell myself to toughen up and get through it because soon I will get out of here and study at this beautiful little piece of heaven.

Sooo I get out of bed to see you even though I’m tired. I humor you and drive all over town when you can’t make up your mind. I buy food to cook for you. Make you breakfast. Spend all day with you. Cook for your friends. And try to be really nice. I really find that I’m having less and less patience every day. That honestly scares me.

I can’t even remember the last time that I had a tumblr rant. But boy do I feel like it is long over due. I can’t stand the fact that you won’t listen to me. I think that you are pathetic for whining thy you want a better life but you won’t do a damn thing to change it. So what you failed. I have failed at so many things in my life. Maybe I am just a judgmental bitch but I don’t think that you ever really even tried. Not at all. People don’t Just get things handed to them. You have to work for them. You have to set goals and beat yourself bloody until you reach them. Maybe me having a direction and a dream threatens you. The thought that there is a chance that this won’t work out makes me want to burst into tears. I just don’t want you to resent me someday. When you act like this I don’t know how much I a future I can see any more. I’m not afraid to admit I’m terrified. Can you say the same?

Just because your afraid of the world doesn’t mean I have to be.

Who is that girl I see?

We all saw the movie Mulan when we were little girls. One scene in particular that I’ve always remembered is the song about her reflection in the beginning. Where she sees her self in the crystal clear waters and wonders why the girl in the reflection seems to be a stranger. From the time we enter childhood we are compelled to strive for perfection so that we can be who we want to be when we grow up. But through the pressures of schooling, extra curriculars, and careers, we end up becoming exactly who society breeds us to be. In order to pursue the unique things that we love we must first conform to so many standards. After going through these motions, completing high school, and now embarking on college, I’m finally stepping back. I’m finally gazing into the crystal clear waters and wondering who the hell I’m looking at…

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It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what. How did he know that?

— The pursuit of happyness, submitted by bringmeacloud

Reblogged from Quote Book:

Really? I find it hilarious that you find it perfectly acceptable to.comment on every girl you see right in front of me. Yet you get pissed off at me and defensive when I comment on a celebrity being cute? I’m really getting sick of this Crap. You act like a 12 year old boy and I’m frankly at my wits end with you. Either get your ass over here and do something to make up for it or go away until you’ve realized what a jack ass you’ve become. That is all.

Dear ignorant asshole, Screw you. Sincerely, Marissa Marie.

When you are looking at someone you love, your pupils dilate; they do the same when you are looking at someone you hate.

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